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Petersburgh Jan y 20 th 1784 O.S.
Petersburgh Jan y 20 th 1784 O.S.

No time was as yet fixed for the departure of the English Courier who

has been here some months and by whom I have given you to expect

news from me, but as another is just arrived with the news of the change

in the ministry M r Fitzherbert dispatches one of them as soon as

possible. A small part only of what I had written in readiness for the

opportunity will be to be sent now as my circumstances of late

are entirely changed.

First I have to tell you that my love

affair is entirely put an end to. Gen: Landskoy [The Empress's favourite] immediately on

the death of the Uncle without any application on my part to him

had interested himself so much in the affair as to let the aunt

& mother know that the Empress thought they did wrong to oppose

the young Countess's inclinations and promised that her

Majesty would promote me and do anything to give them

satisfaction. This only irritated the Aunt the more. When the

Uncle & father came the girl was watched more closely than ever:

yet she found means to write to me frequently and every body

seemed to be in our interests. She was ill, kept her room, and

her bed, and allarmed her friends, but could not soften them.

she offered to make her escape with me, or take any steps which

I would point out, could She but escape the vigilance of her keepers.

She offered money & diamonds to one of her chambermaids,

but could not gain her assistance. When things were in this situation

the parents summoned all this force against her, and at length

after having her Mother at her feet foaming at the mouth

through despair, She, after half an hour's reflection sat down

and wrote to me a renounce. telling me that all had been tried

and that a sense of the unhappiness She caused in her family
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    Description: Petersburgh Jan y 20 1784 O.S.

    No time was as yet fixed for the departure of the English Courier, who

    has been here some months, and by whom I have given you

    to expect news from me; but as another is just arrived with

    the News of the Change of the Ministry, M r Fitzherbert

    dispatches one of them as soon as possible; a small part

    only of what I had written in readiness for this opportunity

    will be to be sent now as my Circumstances of late

    are entirely Changed.

    First, I have to tell you that my Love-Affair is entirely

    put an end to. General Landskoy, immediately on the death

    of the Uncle, without any application on my part to him

    has interested himself so much in the Affair as to let

    the Aunt and Mother know that the Empress thought

    they did wrong to oppose the young Countess's Inclinations

    and promised that her Majesty would promote me and

    do any thing to give them satisfaction. This only irritated

    the Aunt the more. When the Uncle and Father came

    She was watched more closely than ever; yet She found

    means to write to me frequently, and and every body seem'd

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    them. She offered to make her escape with me, or

    take any Steps which I could point out, could She

    but escape the vigilance of her keepers. She offered

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    but could not gain her assistance. When things were

    in this situation the Parents summoned all their force

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  • Title: [8.) yet she since that again has expressed]
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    here and the flattering manner in which the Empress received my offer

    of service will make in her disposition towards me I know not as yet, but I

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    Description: XII

    will be perhaps a principal object of our occupations.

    Either we must contrive for me to get something at home,

    or you must stay with me till we can manage for you

    to be more at your ease at your return.

    If you are acquainted with the Harris's and have an

    opportunity of speaking with Lady Harris alone

    do assure her that my not having written to her

    is not from my having lost any high degree of regard

    & cetera ... in short say as many civil things as

    possible to her from me which I would fain say myself

    but dare not as I know my writing to her would

    displease her husband.

    If Miss Gorman is with them I wish much

    you could be acquainted with her She knows me well

    and could tell you everything about me.

    Miss Cozens also the eldest particularly knows a

    great deal of me She & her sister live at Harris's.

    I think I have pretty well got myself out of love again

    and I now cant conceive that there are more than two women

    in the whole Empire who could inspire me with any passion

    beyond that of physical desire. These two are M rs Sik: of

    whom I have told you enough and a cousin of her's a Miss

    Glebow. whose father is a General in chief and whose mother who is now

    dead was sister to Prince Dashkeff the father. She is of the

    sweetest disposition, between 16 & 17. rich, pretty and of a character like

    M rs Sik: I see her seldom and 'tis better I should not see her.

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